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Do you think this is the best?
...Sit in the dark?
Suicide is mostly a bad solution.
Cry can help. But do not cry to often. Try to scream or to swear.
Sit in the dark is nice if you have a candle-light or a cat. Or someone to kiss.
suicide is just chickenshit so scratch that. find a friend find a mentor. hell find the bright side. nothing is always bad as good will always come of this. i had a person tell me that after i lost my 22month old daughter. think about it!
On 'When things are bad I don't know what to do with myself' you wrote that suicide is chickenshit.
I'm not going to disagree with the meaning, that you believe it to be an easy/cowardly option, but for someone like me who can't seem to forward positive thought at the moment it can be hard. I'm not really contemplating suicide, but it often crosses my mind. That's all.
Thankyou for saying what you did. In a way, it made me feel better.
you are welcome. i wrote what i did because it is how i have to look at things. I figure i am stuck here in Afghanistan and i've taken my fair share of lives. if i can talk to one person at home in the states and help them to realize that nothing is as preacious as a human life then maybe i can be forgiven for the things ive done in my life. you see there are those of us that exsist only not to exist. we are what alot of people call shadow soldiers. i fight daily for your freedoms and the american ideals. i just dont want you to make suicide a real option cause we are the only deciding factor in life. i came from a drug infested house and a parent that would rather beat me than look at me. i also contimplated suicide many days and nights. however if i had done the deed. i would not have been here to be the father husband , and soldier that i am today. dont get me wrong i am not some goody too shoes that hasn't been aroud the block. i've been as close to comiting suicide as waking up every morning and making my self find a reason not to put my .44 cal pistle in my mouth and let er rip. i did this for almost 9 months. you can always find the good or the posative in any situation. if you ever need a person to talk to give me a chance. i may take a few days to respond but i will respond.
btw my name is Chris.
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