Cutting Yourself

I just got over a major three year depression, and let me say, cutting used to be a big part of my life. It became an obsession and a ritual.

whoever hasn't been there, should talk to someone that has. it's a big deal to people who've gone through it....

ive cut miself before, and i wont lie, i prolly will again. for my own reasons. but when uve gone through something that makes u want to cut and then u actually do… u see this in a different way, and dont judge people who are emo if they cut themselves…because it will just push us to cut more.

 the last pic is exacly what i have! and those will stay forever..

funny, but cutting is something that makes me forget about all my problems, its like a drug and its very addictive. i dont even know why, but i like it.

id rather feel pain than nothing at all

i used to quite a lot because of the way ofter people treated me  and it diddnt help only scard, now i try to ignore people like that they can go to helll

It's hard to explain how I feel about it... if it wasn't for turning to this.. I'm not sure how bad my mental pain would have become... yet it doesn't actually solve the problem... it's just a temporary reprieve... 
 

Wow, it hurts, but once you do it once it's very hard to stop

I did it out of self hate

my mentality was on an emotional pain of 12 of 10….my entire life was turned upside down and I needed a way out…I found a clothes pin and decided that f I was gonna cut myself I might as well do it slowly and painfully…it worked but I can only quit by knowing that my friends are with me and that cutting isnt really what I need…its them

I really really don't understand why people do this kind of thing. How is pain ever something to be happy about? You're upset about life when you have food on the table and a roof over your head when you know half of the world has it so much worse? Yet even they don't see this as a resort. Life is something you have to appreciate.